friends...

I was thinking to writw today about friends,friends that I had, have and will have.
My friends are a few,and I think that in fact is just one, but should I think that it is a problem?Do I have an issue making friends or is just hard to find one?Maybe both.I had so manny in my past,but the time was running and now I found that are less and less.
It is hard to find time to spend with others or it is just that we becomed selfish?My friends from past are haveing families,I do not.So it is the fact that we have different goals.They will talk about their family problems, I will talk about my professional ones.So this should bring interesting disscusions.But not.
My actual friend is just like me,single,workaholik and happy also.So we match.It will last?Maybe.What about my future friends?Should I ask the same qualities as mine or should I answer to a different type, just to enlarge my experience?How the friends shoud be, how thei should think or what they shoud act?
One of my ex friend was so into the friendship that seemed to suffocate .Many of the issues that I had I was talking to her about it.She just tried to impose me the solutions she found.It was so hard to me to show that my oppinion is othe ,that I evoided to meet or talk again so we just lost each other.
It was correct or not,I don't know, but now I feel free.
I believe that friendship is about feeling free with your buddies,do not feel stoped or judged about them and to feel free to take the descision you want ,even if you request their oppinion.

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Nu stiu cat de credincioasa sunt sau cat de mult din mine va ajunge la idealul divin,in sensul de a untelege ce inseamna ,insa stiu ca nu sunt ipocrita.
As dori sa stiu cat de multi dintre noi isi aduc aminte macad odata pe zi de credinta in afara sarbatorilor sau cat de multi dintre noi pleaca fruntea cand constietizeaza ca a incalcat iubirea ,adevarul si viata suprema, sau cati dintre noi se simt umili sau saraci cu duhul cand e cazul?
Cred ca prea putini mai fac ceva pentru ca asa simt ,ci tot mai multi o fac pentru ca asa e traditia,moda sau fitza.
Eu inca mai simt si nu pot explica de ce decat cateodata.
Eu inca mai simt ca sunt saraca si mi-e ciuda,insa asta nu ma face sa nu simt.
Eu inca mai simt ca exista constiinta si principii ,chiar daca altii ma blameaza si ma rastignesc de fiecare data.
Si de aceea sunt saraca cu duhul si asa ma sint ,dar inca cred ca acei saraci cu duhul sunt in imparatia lui Dumnezeu in fiecare seara cand pun capul pe perna.

Maria
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